dream.

Yesterday, i bought a book entitled "ward 43" from popular. It is written by a singapore author, Sandra Choo. Its a true story of how her father fought against cancer. And how nice all th nurses and doctors are at NUH who went through this journey w her father.

After reading th first part, i was feeling quite sad for her father because initially he was only diagnosed w colon cancer and later in th afternoon th doc found out that theres cancer cells in his lungs as well. MY GOD. I believe no matter strong th person is he wont be able t accept that.

currently, Im half way through th book alr and was really inspired t be a doctor AGAIN too!! i have great interest in something related t medical field. since young, i love t read books which are regarding illnesses and stuffs and I love t go t th hospital and will be really curious about all th equipments there etc. (idk why). i have greater interest for that after dad's stay in th hospital as i got t know more about their job scope and stuffs. It has never occur t be that I have great interest for that as i always thought that it normal for people t be curious about it. If I have th ability t, i would love t work in th hospital in future. However, this lil dream of mine may be too hard for me t achieve unless I work there as a nurse. Because I believe that being a doctor is really way beyond my ability. ):

I took a nap in th afternoon after reading th book and dreamt of th miserable times we had in th hospital during dad's 1 week stay there. I never fail t relate it t our experience during dad's stay in th hospital when i read or come across such things. ):

later in th evening, I was intending t blog about my 18th birthday celebration w TC5 and I happened t saw a blog post of th feisty princess, charmaine (a lil girl who was diagnosed w neuroblastoma in th advanced stage when she was 4 years old in 2009) that i posted in 2009.

I was curious how is lil charmaine now. So i clicked on th link and only t know that lil Charmaine passed away on 21 October 2011. Continue t read their archives and started tearing after knowing how much that lil girl had gone through before shes finally free t heaven. Though she's just a lil girl whom im not related t, its really disheartening t know that sucha young lil child had t suffer so much in th last two years of her life. ):

After reading th book/blog it made me realise that life is really full of surprises. be it pleasant or unpleasant. they ought t happen in our lives. So do what you really want today and not regret when something happened.

alrights, thats all for today. I will continue my blog post on my birthday and post it on another day so stay tune! Hope you guys have had a great weekend.

♥

XOXO, elaine.