It's tired t be me.

Broke down this morning while I was doing my assignment. So overwhelmed w stress that I cry easily recently. Oh dear, I'm never like that before I step into JC. I really have t say these two years are th toughest period of my life. stress level is always at it's peak. I'm thankful for my supportive parents and my two lovely siblings who never fail t shower me w love and concern.

Guess mommy know me best. When she saw that I was crying this morning. She knew th reason and chose t leave me alone because she knows that I will be fine if I'm left alone. (:

Brother tried t comfort me this morning after seeing how hard I was crying. Asking if i want t drink/eat anything and stuffs. Really appreciate his care and concern.

Dad told me t relax and stuffs saying that studies is just part of life and we won't die if we don't do well. And there's many alternative in life that we can choose from. Even if I don't do well enough t get into a government university, he wil still let me study in private university.

Sister place a box of candy w a handwritten note under my pillow. Read th note and started tearing on my bed Justnow! Feel so loved and touched.

Since young, my parents never expect too much from us. All they want is for us t pass our exam and that's all. Th stress that I'm experiencing often comes from th expectation I have for myself. I always expect a lot from myself. I want th best for everything. I don't want t lose t others. I want t do my parents proud. I expect too much from everything which always lead t disappointment.. Sometimes its really tired t be me..

I will stay strong and finish this race beautifully! (:

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