They just don't get it.

I really feel very hopeless at times. No one in my family actually know how hard it is t actually get into a local university. they assume that so long if i pass all my subjects and its fine enough alr, but hello? PASS in all subjects doesn't get you anywhere. It's th quality grades that will lead you t somewhere.

I'm ranting everyday about how much I hate exams and how tired I am.. And they said that they understand and stuffs but I doubt they do. ); All they know is t give me advices like 'sleep early LUH' or 'don't wake up so early' if I have a choice, I wont be torturing myself by waking up at 4am every morning and sleep only at 12-1am every night just t seize every shitty minute I have t finish my revision.. I'm no longer th Elaine who can do well even without studying. And it just make me feel worse and more stressed up whenever they say 'can one la! You will do well!' Rather than motivating me or boost my confident, it will only make me feel more stressed up because I know th chances of that is really slim. ); And I REALLY HATE T DISAPPOINT PEOPLE!!

I have yet t finish my a's and I'm alr worrying about how am I going t face them if I really don't do well..

Sometimes, I really wish for th 21dec2012 myth t be true...

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