Really feel damn fuck up rightnow. I wonder how worse my life can be. Fuck it man!! Everything seems t be going upside down. Everytime seems not right. God!! Where are you when I need you seriously!!! Eversince I step into a JC I think I have never feel relax anymore. Like everyday seems so stressful and tiring and yet i have no where t pour all this out t. And now, finally it's school holidays. I'm really happy. Like finally I can relax alil but my parents are restricting every single shit that I want t do. They really make me feel that my life sucks t th fullest!! Oh god, kill me please. I really wish t die rightnow like seriously!! There's a fucking pool in front of me now and I can like fuxking jump in and die now. But seriously, I dont th courage t la. Fuck!!! Lets pray and hope that I will sleep t death tonight. Please grant my wish, dear god!! I'm really tired of living. Really tired...
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