Its too much for me t handle.

If I know that all this will happen I wouldn't be so looking forward t today. I tried so hard not t cry today but I failed. I thought I'm performing well today. By not getting so emotional. But I guess I'm not. I guess I cried for like almost an hour?

If Not For this incident I wouldn't know how much our friendship meant t me. Even since we drifted apart since sec 3, I thought I will not care about anything that happen t you. But only after today I realize how much i cherish you as a friend. So please dont let anything happen t you, K. We all have weak hearts and we cannot take such shocking news too often.

So ya, I tried not t cry in front of everyone. I was feeling better after I reach home. But when dad scolded me for going over t look for K. I was freaking angry and we started t quarrel over it. And I was so angry that I just started crying. It's like whatever he say don't make sense. I really can't believe how heartless my parents are. This is really a matter of life how can we actually just ignore this. And his son can go and comfort his friend when hes out of love, why can I? It's not as if I'm going out at wee hours or what shit. Stop acting that you two are concern of me la. You all scold not because you're concern Kay! It's because you cant scold your freaking son so you're venting your anger at me and sister too! FUCK YOU TWO SERIOUSLY! Stop being bias! It's like fucking obvious that you two are! Always give him extra money automatically even if he nv ask for it. Since when do you all give me any extra money for going out! Even when I ask, I will get lectured before I can get. Like WTF la? Always want me t stay at home t accompany mommy, since when did your awesome son do that? Still treat him so naise for what?! Then what's next? Okay. You all always offer t drive me home but always say you all want t sleep so I must
Go home early. Okayfine. But you two actually offered t drive your son at like what 1am or 2am? So your son can i cannot la? Wts? I nv understand why you all have t be so bias? Seriously, so what he's a guy? Are you all sure you can depend on him in future? If can then good for you. If not then too bad. I won't help much either. You aren't treating me good now so don't expect much from me in future too. And I swear I will get married asap. CANT STAND STAYING HERE ANYMORE!

Okay. I had enough today. I'm really exhausted from all th shit that happened today! Screw everything. _|_


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