clueless.

sighs, im forever feeling troubled over th same issue, same person. it just repeat itself over and over and over again. wonder when will i actually get tired of it. Seriously, something should really be done t it for me t stop! urgh~

itve been years, and im still stuck there, havent move on, still pinning on t some hope, making th same wish everynight, hoping that it will come true one day..

silly indeed since he's clueless of all this. its just a love that i long for but will never have th courage t confess. ive never been such a coward in my life before, like really.. i always tell myself that whatever i want, as long as i say it out or ask for it and i will definitely get it. but it never appeal for this situation.

alrights, i will tell when th time is right. (: shall end here before i type more rubbish. hmm, im rather sleepy now and my brain is not functioning properly. hehess. which means I may just delete this post tomorrow morning when im thinking right and finds this complete nonsense. so count yourself lucky if you manage t read this. BYE GUYS.