ugly truth.

Without me realizing, I have been working at MDIS for more than a month alr. How time flies. Other than receiving some calls from unreasonable parents, work has been relatively alright. Im thankful for being in a department w nice people.

There are times when I really feel like quitting this job because I feel that receptionists are often look down upon by people, even our fellow colleagues in th office. Despite that, I am actually quite thankful for this job because it makes me realize that studies do matters in this society that we are in. Or in fact, your position in th corporate do matters alot. 

I used t believe that studies is very important and without that I will end up nowhere etc. But somehow through th past two years in JC, I manage t convince myself that studies is not th most important thing. I don't need to have a high post t survive in this world. I will be satisfy w just an average decent job. However, after working in an office for a month or so, I realized that that is not true. Low education level means you will have t go a loooong way t climb up t a higher position and sometimes w alot of experiences and low edn level, you may not be able t reach t some of the higher/more important position in th office. And less important positions do not only equal t lower salary, it may also mean that people will disregard you especially those that are of higher rank than you and even look down on you.

Because of that, I tell myself that I must really study hard and get my degree ASAP and start working before continuing to get at least a masters. I'm really thankful that I finally found th motivation/drive to study hard once again, th drive t study which i lost since 2 years ago. Though its a lil' late now that my a'level is over, I know i still have th chance t study well hard and do well for my degree. whether or not i manage t get into a local university does not matter anymore. So long as I work hard t get my degree, I know I will do fine.. (:

Have an awesome week guys! 

XOXO.

♥