Right or wrong?

I thought by saying everything out will make me feel relieved. But apparently, I'm feeling upset more than relieved. Tossing and turning on my bed, dreaming th same dream.. Did I make th right decision? I really dk. I'm feeling sad because I know that I'm gonna lose th sweetest and bestest person thus far? Or because I really have genuine feeling? I know that it is only fair for both of us for this decision that I made. Because I know how terrible it felt t be led on (whether intentionally or not). You will feel worse and much lost if everything just end suddenly without explanation one day.. 

Though it's sad for us now, I guess it's right for me t voice out. I know things will get better as time passes for that I know god has a plan for each and everyone of us. And he's always there watching over us. It's up t him whatever that is going t happen in th future. What's meant t be will be.